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It’s takes a lot to walk around with this smile I present in public whiling carrying my family & “friends” burdens on my shoulder daily…. Just need to revaluate some decisions I have made as far as my living status friends relationships etc… So that I can get my “happy” back ….. But I am and will always be ok…


Its funny how you make yourself available to a person and they have no time or interest…. But as soon as they notice that you have put your interest elsewhere now they have time……..

So if you want something or someone make it known…. Don’t wait for the right time cause the right time for you may end up being the wrong time for them.

I saw this topic on a friends blog so I decided to answer it for myself..

If I was a fly on the wall this is what I would say about myself..

1. I love my children with my whole heart.

2. I always put myself last when at times I need to be put first.

3. I’m not organized.

4. I’m too hard on myself.

5. I always try to find the good in people.

6. I always land on my feet no matter the obstacle.

7. I love hard.

8. I am shy.

9. I am a sweet heart until you cross me.

10. I am a true friend and will always be.

11. I am bad with managing money.

12. I will give my last and not let it be known.

13. I am very emotional.

14. I love food.

15. At times I think too much.

16. I miss out on a lot because I don’t say how I feel at times.

17. I make the happiness of others a priority too much.

18. I am very independent.

19. I love affection.

20. I have a warm heart…

I know you been hurt in the past but guess what I didnt do it. I know you have had bad days at work because you argued all night. And I know sometimes just the thought of all the hurt and pain has made you cry and become so angry. But guess what I didnt do it. But I am willing to be your friend to listen and maybe even cry with you. I know how it feels to be hurt and to have to go on with your day like nothings wrong. I know how it is to try to hold back tears or emotions because you not in the right place to break down. But sometimes you just have to wear your emotions on your sleeve because its not healthy to hold all that inside. But just remember dont punish the ones who now have your best intrest at heart and want to see you smile. You are a beautiful person inside and out and I think it sucks what you went thru but what you going thru right now dont have to be bad. Stop turning around to see her behind you. Look forward and see me in front of you……A friend who truly care about you and hopes that you are completely happy one day real soon…..

Not everyone you love is going to love you back. That’s why it’s more important to love yourself more than anything.

When is enough really enough? How much hurt and pain must one endure before you are tired? Or do you enjoy the tears? Or maybe you enjoy all the lies? Or do you get a kick out of sleepless nights wondering where or who they with? You continue to say you’re tired but are you really? No one as sweet and beautiful as yourself deserve this treatment. Only you know when you had enough. You will never fully
move on if you continue to run back. It’s ok to ignore the ones who cause you so much heartache. Maybe if you ignore the wrong one you have in your life you can pay attention to right one you have in your life.

Is it really a right and a wrong time to tell a person how you feel? If a person don’t feel the same will that run them off or was it because they were never really interested? How do you decide if and when it’s a good time to make a move? Most people know from the start what their intentions are when they meet or approach you. I prefer being straight forward how ever I hate rejection. Hmm maybe just maybe this is why I miss out on so much!!!